Loss

There are so many things that I want to say. So many things have happened these past few days... but for now, I just want some space to just let out my feelings.

My first shock was when I got an sms from Daniel Jr. asking me if I heard the news, and another that told me that Aunty Kam has passed away.
I was at camp and I didn't know how to respond.

Today, my 2-3 month old kitten died in the hands of another owner. Well, not exactly owner, but just the 'penjaga'.
I can't believe it.
She got run down by the 'penjaga's' car.

So yeah, I have burning eyes from all the crying.

But I have to 'man' myself up for leadership camp tomorrow.

Sigh.

Lord, help me. Sustain me.