Have I Told You Lately...

No no... the next phrase does not say... 'that I love you'.

To all of you who didn't understand that, well, you are forgiven for not listening to more songs on LiteFM.

But, yes, I would like to announce something.

JENG JENG JENG

I am quite over mysterious Chinese guy!

YAYYYYY!!!!

I must admit that I was rocking to and fro, to and fro and I was heart broken and I was trying to be strong and I was also trying to understand myself and the problem I have gotten myself into.

It took pleading prayers, on the fence prayers, reasoning prayers and all that nonsense.

It worked.

It WORKED.

I am so relieved.

There were also a few other things that helped me get over him.

For one thing, it was not seeing him. At all.
We never talk much, so that was not an issue.

I talked to Mookie, Gabe, Benice and Rachel Ooi to get it out of my system. However, everytime I tried to get it out of my system, it kind of hit me double or triple fold before I became normal again.
But it's a process, and I am so glad I got support from my close friends.

I also thank God for this friend who set the point of my complete change of heart.

THANK YOU NIROSHA.

I remember her saying, 'If you were ever going to have a relationship with him, I would never have approved because you deserve so much more, even though he is so nice and all that stuff.'

She also went on to say, 'You are a class above, you do not need to dwell on this, you need to know that you are worth more than that and it is your loneliness talking.'

Then another was, 'I see that you pray to your God and I am sure that he has that someone in mind for you, you just have to wait because this guy is not the one.'

Well, thank you my dear.

I am almost at the end of my recovery and NO I am not interested in anyone just yet because I just want my heart to be so lost in God and when the right guy comes seeking Him, He will point him to me... when the time comes.

Praise the Lord for He is truly good!