NO.

No.

no.

okay....

okaylah...

yea,okay.

Yeah,I'll do it.

That is my problem. I can't seem to be able to say no to things I know I can't do.Not that I can't do it.It's just that I will exhaust myself to the max if I did it.

But the problem is..I JUST CAN'T SAY NO!

The NO-deficiency in my vocabulary is causing me to suffer from late nights, stressed out Saturdays, really pale-looking complexion, panda eyes, sleep deprived immune system, a more frequent consumption if Clarinase, pimples and slow progress in whatever I do.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN"T SAY SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A NO!
I am not going to do it.You go find someone to do it for you.


The thing is,even if I did say no..I will still try to put my hand into the mold and help out in one way or another.I will feel bad for saying no.I will feel that I have caused inconvenience to others, when I know the person who will suffer for excessive usage of 'yes-es' is actually me!

These few weeks are going to suck my tank dry.

I am already dry as it is...my strength is gone.And, even without strength, it is amazing that I can still nod and agree to the extra responsibilities that I will be needed to take up.

I really really don't know what to do with myself.
Maybe I should just buy a shirt that says...'My mouth says yes,but my heart says no.'

It will be extremely wonderful if I could just indulge in something called a facial treatment, shoe shopping plus a dozen of J.CO donuts to eat.
Throw in much needed sleep and someone who will wash my clothes (The hand washed ones).
And yes...shoes make me happy..so I will need more than one new shoe.

But first...I need to learn how to say NO.

So, practice with me!

NO no no no no no no no no no no!

The girl on the left is having her SPM examinations soon...and the girl on the right is hospitalized.

YEAP...
The sister that never fails to annoy me is in the hospital.

During lunch time,I got an SMS from her saying, 'The food here is GREAT, you should try the soup,chicken and the vege.Even the water has got taste.SAVE me!!!'

Later in the evening, she sent me another SMS complaining about how many times the nurse tried to inject her to get a blood test, and after four times, the nurse still couldn't find her vein.
She also typed, 'Only GOD KNOWS what she is going to do next.'

So yeah...peace in the house for a few days (phew) before she comes back home complaining about the aches of the surgery.

Even as I enjoy the peace brought upon the house at her absence, I would like to request that all who read this to say a little prayer for her.

Pray that there will be no complications.
Pray for courage.
Pray for a hedge of protection over her and the place where she is staying.
Pray for a successful operation.
Pray for speedy recovery.

Thank you very much.

She is currently enjoying her stay at the hospital.More like creating havoc in the hospital...pressing buttons that are only supposed to be pressed during an emergency.

Told you she was annoying. :P

Since I started working with the church and with Gabriel...I can no longer be ignorant about the coolness of many videos.
I am still very very very new to the things I see..but I am beginning to appreciate them.

That is why I want you all to watch these videos.

I think they are amazing.
They use after effects and final cut pro I think.
I can only create crappy crap on Adobe after Effects.

Matt,stuff like the kinetic typography you told me about.
I am amazed.

The video above exerted a chill down my spine.
The absolute GREATNESS of the GOD we serve.



Girls,this is for you.
The verses are really encouraging and proof that we girls are PRECIOUS!

When you are feeling down,watch this and let the verses minister to your soul!



This is also something else with colourful typography.Imagine starting service with something like this!
Cool right?



I love this too.I love the song.I love the meaning.

It's NICE!!!!




And watch this too!!!
One thing great is that they are all very short clips..but will hit you like a dynamite.



Talk about changing your world!
Let's not just talk about it.Let us STAND UP and do it!
No point blabbering nonsense and reckless nothings about it.It does not make you better if you just talk about it until you use what you have and do something about it...

So,buy the tickets and be charged up!
CHANGE YOUR WORLD TOUR!
RM20 only!

And...I hope you like those videos.It's not always that I put up videos...I really think those above are worth watching.

Be blessed.

P/S Kah Heng helped me revive my blog skin.Thank God!!!I ain't going to change it for a LONGGGGGG time.Thanks dude!
Also,my tickets are 'SAVE-ABLE'.Wheeeeeeee!!!!

Rachel Yeoh is very sorry because her blog is still in a big mess.Much like her closet.She will change it...soon...when she has some time to rejuvenate and just chill.

Rachel Yeoh wants to curl her hair. And she is seriously considering it.There was this lady that told me that I don't look as skinny with curly hair.And Joshua claimed that it's nice...after one day of mocking...he finally decides to tell me it's nice.

Rachel Yeoh has started typing as the third person after being influenced by Facebook, where everybody posts' up statuses.

Rachel Yeoh needs to buck up and do what she has to do!

Rachel Yeoh can change.She can be demure.She can be softer.She can be more of a lady. :)

Rachel Yeoh has had a change of heart.

Rachel Yeoh does not understand why people categorize her as vain.She really really does not get it!Because she is not!She enjoys peering at pretty stuff.She enjoys dressing up sometimes...that is all.

Rachel Yeoh wants to thank WAYNE for helping her with worship in ISCA this week.

Rachel Yeoh does not want to forget to thank her dear Jordan and she also wants to wish him Happy Birthday again.Much love from me!

Rachel Yeoh is so dead because she just realized that she forgot to wish BELLE LIM Happy Birthday last week.Gosh...

Rachel Yeoh is too lazy to charge her phone.

Rachel Yeoh does not want WILSON OOI to buy koala bears back from Australia.Pastor Lydia says she has plenty...so don't drown them with more. Get Rachel Yeoh and Benice Malini hot surfer dudes.

Rachel Yeoh hates pimples.But she does not hate people with pimples.Much like how God hates sin but loves sinners.Heheh.

Rachel Yeoh wants to watch AUGUST RUSH!!!!!

Rachel Yeoh is special.She is one of a kind in a world of six and a half billion people.

Rachel Yeoh wants to catch practice sessions of FAME UP!

Rachel Yeoh knows this somebody who has been bad mouthing her and she is so sick of it.But she is trying to chillax and just...well...forget about it.

Rachel Yeoh had a very humbling lesson from God last Friday night/early Saturday morning. Hit on the head!

Rachel Yeoh still wants to be a superstar.

Rachel Yeoh decides that before she can achieve whatever she wants to achieve she has to get a dose of shopping and loads of prayer.

Rachel Yeoh forgot to email Wilson. She is too lazy to do so now anyway.

Rachel Yeoh has to sleep.It is past her bedtime and The Devil Wears Prada is waiting for her.

I've been waiting for quite some time for this movie to be out.

Usually,I would have read the book first but I didn't have enough moo-lah to buy one.There are other important things to buy after all.
So I wait for those who are able to buy,to buy first and then I would ask them if I could read the book too.
:)

I was very excited for this show and at the same time...afraid that it will disappoint me.

Like Twilight.

I mean,I still want to watch it but hey,it's definitely a disappointment from the real thing that Stephanie Meyer wrote.

Although I knew very little about the story, rumour has it that it's a great book.
Well, if rumour says so,then Rachel is inquisitive enough to check it out.

So last Sunday, John, Garren,Daniel, Cass and I went to watch it.

What a relief!
I haven't watched a movie for more than a month!

I am rather surprised that the guys wanted to watch it too.
It's a love story after all...not many guys would pay RM10 to watch it.

The night before,I watched the movie,I was reviewing the trailer on YouTube and it was a really really nice trailer!

Broken by Lifehouse stringed the snippet.

Okay- about the movie!

Generally,it's about this lady named Clare and the time traveler named Henry.

She has known him almost all her life when Henry first met her...but,of course...Henry hasn't met her...YET.
One thing I like about this story is that it is almost seamless.No matter how you stretch your mind,it goes in a cycle. It's like,when nothing has happened yet,it has already happened!

If you don't get what I mean,then by all means,watch the show.

At first,I was ALMOST disappointed.

Why?

Because,at their first meeting,they already went to bed.

I was like ?????
Hello?????

But it was redeeming at the later parts when I begin to think that it was quite a norm for people to make decisions like them.
Not that it is right...mind you!

Anyways, morals aside, the characters began to build.
Henry feel deeply in love with her to propose in quite a short time.But then again,being a time traveler,he must have had the feeling that she is the one for him after the meetings with the younger Clare over at the Meadow began to unfold.

I loved the little Clare!

So yeah,you all know she got married to Henry because of the picture above.

If you all haven't watched it and are planning to, please stop reading now.

So there was one scene where Henry and Clare witnesses the death of an older Henry.

And they showed the events leading up to his death.
OH! And Clare had a daughter!

There is nothing much to criticize about this show.It is a beautiful love story. EVEN THE GUYS ENJOYED IT!

I teared up quite bad.

No no.

I teared up really bad, I was sobbing.
Tears just started rolling uncontrollably down my cheeks towards the last 45 minutes to the end of the show.

It is heart warming and sad at the same time!
I can't put a finger on it.

I loved it!

It made me think of how precious time is.

People tell me that half of the show is made out of making outs of Henry and Clare.
Well,NOT REALLY!

I mean,it's a love story after all.And its PG 13.
Twilight has more making out than this movie.

Maybe I am just numb to it.And I don't think that's good.
Oh well...

If you are 13 and above,you can watch it!
Very touching show.Don't bother bringing packets of tissue. Your tears would be gushing out faster than you can fetch the flimsy tissue out of your handbag.

And I have started reading the book!YEAH!

After the movie:
Would you just look at that???
Garren Chin!

A wonderful sight.

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs umbrella sheltering him from the shadow of the mighty tree above.
Actually,having Garren in a picture is enough of a miracle for the day.

That picture above,used to be the cheerful face of OUTRAGEOUS.

Look what happened now.

Sad.

Serves me right for meddling with it.
SERVES ME RIGHT!

My heart breaks into millions of pieces. So now,I don't know if I should change my template or not.
For some people,it's disastrous.

Kah Heng thinks it looks like s***.And that it s**ks.

Sigh.

He told me to change it immediately...but I can't,I don't have the time and effort to do so.I am slowly reading html's and they are driving me nuts.My eyes are sore just looking at them.

Stupid html's.

Benice thinks those pair of legs look like hooker legs and that they are fat.
Fat is fine.
I have fat legs with a flat....why am I talking about this?

Such a sad day.

Kah Heng claims that the the visitors of my blog will drop from my usual 100% to 52.8%.
Wow,since when was he doing actuarial science????

I miss my old blog.
The serene green that also shouts OUTRAGEOUS.

My dear friend has gone for a plastic surgery has has gone completely wrong.

I wanted to blog about The Time Traveler's Wife..but..I can't.
My head is filled with how to save my dear blog.

What a sad and solemn occasion.
And too much pink is not good for your eyes.

There are no PURPLE templates and it is driving me insane.

So now you know I am a blog addict.An obsessive blogger.

I just killed my career.
Haha.

Esther says:
send u an invite via Fb
pls RSVP k

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
ok
how is everything

Esther says:
fine...
just my ring altered yesterday
d church is organising my engagement

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
COOL!

Esther says:
cos we r gonna celebrate Joe s parents silver anni

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
everything is happening so fast

Esther says:
relaxing now....

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
ooooo

Esther says:
Hehe

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
I KNOW!

Esther says:
pls come k

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
i shall blog about it!
LOL
I WILL!
esther!
i wont miss it for the world!

Esther says:
show u my ring when u finally go out wit me

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
yes

Esther says:
hehe

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
when ar?
so sorry

Esther says:
no very huge rock though
d fear of being robbed

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
NO NEED HUGE ROCK WAN LA!
LOL
its hard rock can d
LOL
the hardest
LOL

Esther says:
so i can punch u with it for not going out!

Rachel Shu Hwei says:
HAHAHAHHA

So Esther Ban Huey Shuen...you have found him.
I am so happy for you!

So all those years of calling you Esther Lau was not in vain. You both lasted.And Joseph Lau, I don't even need to remind you to take care of her because I simply know that you will!
After all these years,you were the only one who kept her this happy.

I remember those days when we talked about who is most likely to get married first.
ALL OF US (Catherine,Priscilla and I), knew you were going to be the first.
BUT YOU insisted that Priscilla will surprise us and be the first.

Hey, we don't really trust your judgment!

And we are right!

OH ESTHER!!!!
It's wonderful!

Everything is happening so quick!But you have lasted for so long and I salute you for that.Indeed a relationship is hard to keep without compromising and giving in to one another.

And YES!
Don't worry about the engagement party.I WILL BE THERE!

Both of you make a great couple.I couldn't imagine anything better.

This event makes me think back of those years in school.
The talk about boys and smuggling of the SXI magazine into school?And how we condemned PFS guys? Oh,and those papers we threw over to Joseph and gang during Math tuition?With the polo sweets!

We didn't study ONE bit. Headphones and handphones,loads of paper and sweets...that was what math tuition was about.
I really wonder how we got to 5 Arif!

Oh yeah...I wonder how I got into 5 Arif.
LOL.
You were the one printing my projects for me.Thats how I got 9 and a half out of 10 for my projects!
Gosh...I was such a lazy girl!

Okay,I don't think I want to talk about this anymore.
Old people reminisce a lot.
I am not old...so I won't do it!

You make me feel old.
My gosh,you are going to get married!

Congratulations.

Lots of love from me! :)